I was wrong.

I remember I was waiting for this 2014 as much as I wanted to have my previous issues sorted.

I didn't expect to fix the (at the time) current trouble to find myself in other bad situations.

I remember at the beginning of this year, I've been told it wasn't a good one. I didn't understand why.

I didn't until I lost my uncle on the 16th of February, my closest Wicklow friend on the 5th of August and now I'm going to lose my mother.

It doesn't matter that I have finally been able to get rid of my ex (a really negative and dangerous presence in and for my life), this 2014 has taken away from me loads.

I can't find words to describe my pain. Not a moment of peace.

And I'm still in the middle of one of the worst time of my life.

So...

Goodbye Aldo, sweet and funny uncle, so similar to me.

Goodbye Alistair, great fiend and person, will miss your strength, your laugh and your Scottish accent forever. You taught me so many things you can't imagine.

Byebye to my last ex, who, until the very last minute, created me stress and troubles. If there's a hell, I hope you'll burn there forever. Slowly, of course.

I have just to thank all my friends, my auntie and my cousin to be so supportive. You give me the strength to go on.

And thank you Jay, for saying the right thing at the right time all the time.