Bright Day!

Looks like sun is going to shine again.

First of all: I got a compliment from Grumpy Chef this morning. It means I'll remember this day for the rest of my life!
Second: I've been asked to take photos at a wedding next year. First little step for my career and sign that my network building is working.
Third: regardless crisis, wars and missing planes, markets are up and my stock is flying.

I'm moved... and smiling. Despite the ache at my stomach.

Cheaters.

Let's get it straight, cos (seriously) people open their mouth without even knowing what they're saying.

Tonight we're going to talk about cheaters, in a specific perspective.

E.G.

You're a woman, you meet a man and after he's clearly, openly complimenting and flirting with you, you find out that he's married or involved in a relationship.

What do you do?
Actually, you have only 2 choices:

1. You don't give a shite cos you're not planning a long term relationship and go ahead with your primitive instict.

2. You're smarter than number 1, you know that "not planning to get involved" never works, that "once cheater, always cheater", you label him and you already have a clear idea of who you'll deal with.

I'm definitely number 2, plus if there's something that I never share it's a man, despite ALL their kinky fantasies.

So, suggestion of the day: Be Smart.

....Before it's too late.

Takers.

I have this attitude of looking like a doormat when I love someone. Whoever someone is. 

Dunno, maybe it's just my good heart, kindness, care. I always put them before me. I'm well aware it's a mistake.

Now, when I act like this with my cats, it's not a problem. Worst thing can happen, they wake me up at 5 in the morning expecting to be fed.

People, instead... People are really dangerous. Expecially takers.

People take advantage of what is a gesture given from the bottom of the heart and transform it in a duty, wanting always more and taking until there's something to take.

Pointless hoping that some common sense arises. There's no common sense in takers. Only opportunism.

So, the only thing the giver can do is taking back what can be taken and quit giving to those kind of people.

Taps of my good heart have just been shut off.

Things are going to change.

Mental.

Give me a time-machine. I want to go back in time, 2 years and 4 months ago and change direction.

Again.

Or.

Give me a winning lotto ticket, my personal ticket to Freedom.

I can't take it anymore...