Summarizing.

Given that I wasn't living a brilliant time, I tried to work on my karma to see if things could get better. Not that I believe in this shit, but it's free and till it doesn't kill me, it's fine.

So, I surrounded myself of scented candles and incense, removed a dark curtain to get more light, added a bit of colour around the house and wore a pentacle with a light blue stone in the centre of it...

Weird but true, at the end of the week, some of the issues I was struggling on for a long time got sorted.

But my proverbial bad luck is always lurking so, on Friday night, while I was at a very boring party, I've got pushed back for absolutely no reason from a drunk twat and I found myself on the floor, with a big bruise and my back sore.

I saved my camera, thought, so not everything went that bad... I'll be ok, but I can't afford a new one at the moment.

Last, but not less important, I got a nice plant and a cute teddybear from Fiancee that made happy not only me, but also Lolly.

Hope it lasts, ha!

Amen.

Mistake: "An error or fault resulting from defective judgment, deficient knowledge, or carelessness." 

Insanity: "Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."

Karma.

If it's true that everything happens for a reason, my Karma must have a creepy sense of humour.

Deffo.

Tired.

Tired of struggling for few Euro per month.

Tired of lies and hidden things, fake and dishonest people.

Tired of being deceived just because of my good heart and true feelings.

Tired of hearing my Mum whining about everything when she's so lucky to have everything.

Tired of depending always on others to get things sorted when if it were for me, it'd take 5 minutes.

Tired of being so weak.

Tired of people that ask you to move on when they're the first ones unable to do that.

And I know that I'm worth, unique and outstanding, but hell if it's complicated.

Sometimes I'd just like to be a dumb slutty blonde. They're always happy...

Sometimes...

...you just realize that you've already said everything must be said.

End of a journey.

Sunday morning Operation Transformation Wicklow Town has seen its last run/jog/walk. Honestly, I don't know how many of us joined but it has been definitively amazing!

The appointment was at 10am at the Friars suite in the Grand Hotel for registration and getting our numbers. At 10.30am we went outside to Wentworth Place where the run started. 

I've been still for 2 weeks and maybe more than that and I was fairly nervous about not being able to achieve the 5k. Alright, at some point I felt like my spleen wanted to get out of my belly but I alternated run and walk.

In the end, not only I completed the 5k but also I've done it in 36 mins and 40 secs.

There were no prizes aside the point of having lived healthy and fit for 8 weeks, joining an amazing group of people and having the chances to really live into one of the community activities.

For free, because everything has been supported by the Wicklow Town Chamber of Commerce and other several sponsors that provided us Hi-Vi vests, lent us rooms for being weighted as the Venue at the Grand Hotel, printed numbers for the final run and even the certificates at the end of the event. A big thanks to the Garda is a must and we have had also 2 ambulances following us on the last day.

During thess 8 weeks I've also known marvellous persons as my new friend Liz and I've finally been at the Wicklow Head to see the other lighthouse (shame I didn't have my camera with me that day but now I know how to reach it!).

I'm really glad I caught this chance when I've been invited, winning my proverbial, mental lazyness because it has been really a fantastic experience.

Next step?
Joining the St. Pats' Parade!!!